"FRIENDS".......????

''Friends'' is such a lonely word
She said she wanted to be friends
I stare at our picture
Grinning like goons
wrapped in a blanket of bliss..

But now, I only taste
SALTY SADNESS
I hold it on the tip of my tongue
trying to remember...

AND now i only hear
The sound of silence screaming at me...

AND now i only see
Ashes of incense falling like the petals of a black rose
To stain the carpet as black as my heart...

She said-"NOTHING."
"I TREATED YOU AS A FRIEND, WHAT DID I DO WRONG..???"
But i know that was a lie.

Just when we starting to fuse
like warm wax
She abandoned me

I've LOST my sense of stability
She was a place of peace for me
in this lonely world.....



NOW, When we meet
There are only
walls of awkwardness...
WE build them
ONE BRICK at a time
to protect ourselves
From future disasters......


I'm SAD because I'm not with HER...
I'm MAD because I don't knw WHY.......!!!!!

Fear....!!!

She's walking away from me
her back is tense, and i know she's angry with me
I suppose she's got right to be angry
She's looking back at me now with that look in her eyes....

I know i'm coward for not even trying
she's been waiting many years,
and i can't even try...

Every second takes her,
further and further away from me
i want to go after her
i want to beg her to stay
and never leave my side.

WHY couldn't i just tell her what she wanted to hear..?????
WHY couldn't i just tell her I LOVE HER...

Instead, i say nothing.
I do nothing.
I just stand and watch her disappear,
not having the courage to call her back.

A TEAR runs down my cheek.
Somehow, i know,
deep in my soul,
I WILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN...!!!

THIS FOR MAH SWEET ANGEL(cutie)..

You come to mah life
like a source of light
i feel so safe
when you hold me so tight.

I broke down, down when alone
when you were not there
i felt for someone
someone for me to take care.

You are the only angel of mah life
to guide me, to inspire me
i dont't to say
you are the oxygen to respire

GOD blessed me with you
gave me the bestest gift in you
you did a lot to me
i owe every thing, i have, to you....................

WHEN IT IS DARK ENOUGH, YOU CAN SEE THE STARS...

If your world looks gloomy
and you are feeling grins and glum,
make a RAINBOW for yourself
don't wait for one to come!

Don't sit watching at window
for clouds to part
There'll soon be a rainbow
if you start one in your heart.

Take some lonely thought
out of a poem or a prayer,
turn it over in your mind
and let it linger there.

keep out every memory that dims the light within
& hold on to the magic word that lets brightness in!

Work your own small miracle
and make the dull days glow.
Put some sunshine into life and let the glory show.

Make a rainbow for yourself
with colors brave an gay
and under its golden arch
your cares will lade away...!!

Reasons why i love you!!!

I can be myself when i am with you..
because you make me feel like, like, like i have never felt before...

Ican tell you anything, and you won't be shocked..
Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive..

You and me together, we can make magic..
We're a perfect match.

Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling...
Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.

You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going...
You are simply irresistible.

I love you because you bring the best out of me.
   Your terrific sense of humor.

Every time i look at you, my heart misses a beat...
You have taught me the true meaning of love...

Love is what you mean to me... and you mean everything..
You are my theme for a dream...

When i look into your eyes, i can see your heart...
Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant...

I love to hear your voice...Your love has helped me to rediscover myself.
You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what...

I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me..

I love the way when you keep your cool when i do something stupid...

You mean the world for me...

I love the way your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care..

And of course, your intelligence,

'Cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me..'